The Last day of 2012

What I did when I was at the edge of 2012 was only read books of astronomy,vintage thingy and dinosaurs's life. While I was listened to the shoegaze band in the gloomy weather.I felt nervous that time to introduce my self to a new thing called 2013. But today is my 5th day to know 2013 closer.
Yet I feel tired and die faster of this game. What game? You should know that I got many trouble include love. Those shitty thing made me want to run hard until I can fly and I would transfer my self to another planet where the people doesn't take any care to money, thing called ignorance, or whatever it is that makes me feel like a bastard. Someone says "Life isn't a movie" but I think this is a movie and we play our own role while God is the director.
I think this is enough. I'm about to drown my face to the water and see beautiful constellations there. Happy new year everyone!